Discernment as always.
If your looking for an external event to save you from your horrible life, your probably missing the bigger picture. Your ‘horrible life’ is the product of your personal rejection of catalyst which you chose to experience on earth. You life here is no accident, and you are not a victim. If you feel different, socially awkward, and like the masses at large do not accept you, its probably because they are heavily controlled by egocentric thought programs, and you are more intuitively connected to the ‘real’ experience.
Regardless, your experience of feeling like you want to escape it all, is a absolutely a result of YOUR choice to turn away from your experience at some level. That statement can offend some because they feel like they are ‘justified’ in feeling the way they do, and I do not doubt that. Here on earth we ‘justify’ all sorts of horrors because we feel like there is no choice, but the hard truth that will truly set us free if we are brave enough to accept it is that we are all empowered to create the experience we want, to feel happy, all the time, if we are willing to take up our full responsibility, and address thought systems and programs that no longer serve us.
Tolec has a lot of good data to share, ensure inner discernment is used to process the data fully within.